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Leaving For A While (for those who care)

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 3:35 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
I won't be on a lot for a while. Just for a little time a few times each week to answer some messages but no more.

I desperately need to boost my grades. I don't want to fail. My mom thinks I don't care but I do. I want to stay in that school. The friends I have there are the people I've been most comfortable with all my life. I don't want to have to stop studying or never see my friends so often again. I really want to pass. I cry a lot cuz I blame myself for my parents suffering. They degrade my esteem by saying I'm a bad influence to my little brother because I'll make him lazy.

But I just cannot get math or anything with a lot of numbers. The phycologist got my friend Carolina to help me with everything I'm going bad in. (everything except my 3 english subjects TT_TT) And possibly help me stay next semester. I had never scored lower than an 8. When I saw the score on my first math exam, I was horrified.

I'm so sad right now, I really am. I can't stop crying at this very moment. I seriously wish an angel could come down and give shed some of it's light on me and pull me out of this dreadful, painful abyss. :'( I really do. My friend always says I'm being emo but how am I going to be happy. This is seriously the most horrible experience of my life.

So yeah, see everyone later. For those who care and/or actually read this.

I hope that when I get on here again I'll be happy with no worries about failing.

And to my REAL friends on this website (you all know who you are) ; I'll miss you and I love you all! :heart:


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:iconrayisshockedpplz:
~Rayisshockedpplz Oct 21, 2009, 3:37:56 AM
Hello. Would you like to catch up on things?

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'Stupid ain't a disease but it sure is spreading like one!' Sandy Cheeks
Avatar made by ~GhostieShadow :heart:
God damn...Squirrel...
:iconchibi-melodic-doll:
~Chibi-Melodic-Doll Nov 3, 2009, 7:58:56 PM
Hi. Okay. ^^;

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We all have our eyes set in the sky, but only some people reach their sights to the stars. :sheepish:
:iconrayisshockedpplz:
~Rayisshockedpplz Nov 6, 2009, 10:36:20 PM
What have you been doing as of late?

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'Stupid ain't a disease but it sure is spreading like one!' Sandy Cheeks
Avatar made by ~GhostieShadow :heart:
God damn...Squirrel...
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~Light-Catcher Oct 20, 2009, 6:39:48 AM
Hi.. remember me? lol. :(

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Oh mama, we can hear u crying, ur so scared and all alone.
-Renegade by styx.
Awesome song! :D

R.I.P. grandma rose.. D:

I'm Team Jacob.. what R u gonna do about that? :XD:
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~Chibi-Melodic-Doll Oct 20, 2009, 12:32:27 PM
Hi, I DO remember you. I hope you've been alright. c:

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We all have our eyes set in the sky, but only some people reach their sights to the stars. :sheepish:
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~Light-Catcher Oct 20, 2009, 12:45:57 PM
lol good! Because I remember you! :P

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Oh mama, we can hear u crying, ur so scared and all alone.
-Renegade by styx.
Awesome song! :D

R.I.P. grandma rose.. D:

I'm Team Jacob.. what R u gonna do about that? :XD:
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~vlower Oct 16, 2009, 12:14:00 PM
YAY CANDY CHOCO YAY
how are you TODAY :hug: :glomp:

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yay hug time :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:
:iconchaosboundjenna:
~ChaosBoundJenna Oct 15, 2009, 11:44:06 AM
:whisper: I told u I woud spam ur page l8r lol.

HA HA just kidding, I ain't spamming. :XD:

So how ya dooiiinn' on this lovely Georgia/Mexico day? :meow:

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PERFECTION is a FLAW
it may not seem like it at first, but our flaws are what makes us beautiful :meow:

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"Being brave is being afraid but strong and true." ~Me
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~Chibi-Melodic-Doll Oct 15, 2009, 1:34:20 PM
lolwutplz.

YAY! :iconlaplz:

I are fine. :V You?

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We all have our eyes set in the sky, but only some people reach their sights to the stars. :sheepish:
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~ChaosBoundJenna Oct 15, 2009, 2:25:26 PM
rofldunnoplz

:icondawwfaceplz: *shot* *LIVES*

That iz gewd. : D I R gewd, thnk U vry muchez! : D

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PERFECTION is a FLAW
it may not seem like it at first, but our flaws are what makes us beautiful :meow:

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"Being brave is being afraid but strong and true." ~Me
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